I wonder anybody does anything at Oxford but dream and remember, the place is so beautiful. One almost expects the people to sing instead of speaking. It is all like an opera. - William Butler Yeats
15 December, 2009
Webisode 3: A Day in My Life
Hello there!
At a recent chapel service at Regent's Park, the last service before the season of Advent began, the sermon was about life's transitional periods. For example, your three or four years at university is a transitional period when you can't really put down roots, because as soon as you do, it's time to transition again. The point was to live FULLY, not half-way, even during these rootless transitional times.
It's kind of like when you're about to go on a trip somewhere...half of your stuff is already in your suitcase ready to go, but you still have things that aren't packed yet because you're still using them. Things might be a little confusing because your stuff isn't where it normally is, but you still have to function. Your feet are in two places at once, and maybe your mind is too, but you still find a way to function.
This year I have not just functioned, but have, I hope, been living to the fullest during this transitional period. And shall I catalogue all the changes I have been through? Ahem... Moving to a new city, enrolling in a new university, living in a different country, getting used to a new culture, starting a new type of educational system, meeting a new group of friends, and temporarily being absent from everything I've ever known. (I'm even thinking of cutting my hair, just to keep with this trend of drastic change; what d'ya think? Maybe some bangs?) Since the spring, and still even now, I feel like my suitcase is half-packed (and literally it is, because I've been packing to go home for Christmas). Yet I'm trying to live every moment to the fullest, even though my mind and emotions might be sometimes scattered in different directions.
I've learned a lot about myself these last three months, such as: (1) I can live in a place thousands of miles away from everything I'm accustomed to, and still be perfectly comfortable... (2) While I miss my family and friends at home, I've also found an extension of that same feeling of being "at home"... (3) I can cut my own hair... (4) I'm not afraid to go somewhere or do something unled or unfollowed... (5) I'm more resillient than I think... [To be continued...]
This term, my expectations of myself and assumptions about what I can and can't do have been challenged and changed, for the better. My Saviour has helped me find both beauty and humor in the best and worst of times. Most of all I've learned (or re-learned) that my Lord Jesus Christ is the only constant in this life, and at many times throughout this season of transition, is the only firm foundation I can stand on. I am a work in progress - there should be an orange and black sign on my back saying, Caution: God Working.
Here are two verses that have been essential to me lately:
2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
Philippians 1:6
Being confident of this very thing, that He Who began a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.
Now cue it up, Mr. Projector! In this episode, you'll get a peak into an average Monday for me at Oxford.
While you're at it, check out this song... It's called "Park Life" by a band called Blur, and it's the unofficial theme song of Regent's Park College.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YSuHrTfcikU
When we sing along to the chorus, we insert the word 'Regent's' before the singers say 'park life'. Just listen, it'll make sense, I promise :-)
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